Do not know why

 Do not know why to open this blog, just want to write about the things inside, maybe I know a woman who can not see, maybe. Want to record.
Break up with her a year, I realized to myself She is also a commitment to give each other a year's time. In that year, me not a woman, do not want any woman close to me, I decadent, low self-esteem, and ultimately, I choose to stand up and choose to love yourself, choose to be selfish. So, a year passed, I began looking for wanton, promiscuous, like crossing the street around the woman like, fast food of love has brought me joy, and empty. need to pay feelings, I looked at a a girl in front of me, like a baby, crying, saying the situation, saying how much they love me. love, for me, still have? Why can not I find a little bit of the face they love it. that Sagittarius girl, love me to mention, the first 2 days, I break off the relationship, she was very good cook, very thoughtful, but I can not love her. the Cancer girl's love to me, to all my feelings, I like her, but there is no way in love with her. the Libra girl, such a sunny girl, tears in front of me, to write love letters I was touched, or not love, that Scorpio the girl again and again tell the truth, I can not escape to the confession. I did not pay a little emotional, but was able to speak in front of their face the world's most beautiful love, then, just want to conquer,UGG shoes, to see a girl cry for me , fell in love with me, then, I chose to leave. to loneliness, to continue to empty, continue to search for the next goal, just to meet under his conquest.
Gemini and then I met a girl, and her B-like blood, Gemini, she appeared full of purpose, a very direct purpose, her purpose so I am helpless, but I'm curious about her, and she like a wild horse, so defiant, as if I had met a opponent, a very challenging opponent, I started with my usual means, a step by step close to the prey. she a lot like her character, much like many places, the feelings are selfish. I really want to conquer her, let her Love me, then,Bailey UGG boots, as always, to leave. but I can not to trust a Gemini, instinctive distrust of anything she said I do not believe that this may be distrust, more and more addicted I do not know why Recently, I have more time to think she is very afraid, afraid they will fall in love with a person, not the result of a person. I'm addicted to the feeling of her in bed, addicted to her lovely face, her spoiled, like addiction, Her tears, I also followed my heart ..... I try to control their own discomfort, to pull long-distance, the original is not like a person to control.